Even though he's gone

I still put the bottles together the way he did it... even though I never cared which tops went with which bottoms.

I keep pillows on his side of the bed, so I don't accidentally get on his side.

I don't sit on his spot on the couch.

I leave his things sitting on the bedside table.

The maid puts away his shoes (that he left out before he left) and I get them out of the closet and put them where he left them. (She must think I'm nuts.)

I miss him so much.